Lately I have been brainstorming new projects to start once this book has been finished and I get so excited by them that I start developing these ideas without continuing off of something that has already been started. There is now a hefty collection of word documents on my desktop and I am starting to think that I am being unrealistic if I believed that all of these book ideas were going to be finished any time soon. Then there is the fear that if I don't continue with all of these ideas as fast as I can that someone will think of the same thing and take the glory away from me.
I am starting to annoy myself. I'm like a hoarder of book ideas. It is starting to get ugly.
At the end of the day I have all of these outlines with suitable titles and I think to myself, "was I productive today?" I haven't even finished one book. I'm even working on a screenplay. A freaking screenplay! And not just any screenplay, but a musical. There is nothing wrong with having aspirations, but this is just ridiculous.
Back to working on my many projects.
Ha! I love it! I, on the other hand, want to write a book but can't think of a single story. How is it possible that I read and write so much but am so utterly uncreative? Infuriating.
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